Cher + Me

Blast from the Past

Was at a gathering of some former collegemates last night when I ran into a few other former collegemates having their own gathering at the same place. In that crowd was a really hot girl who I used to have a serious crush on. She heard from a friend about my crush and expressed interest. But I backed away bcos I was too chicken shit. I kept thinking I wasn’t good enough for her, she’s too hot, bla bla bla… self-esteem issues that I have still to this very day. Now she’s a gorgeous mother of two, and I’m left wondering what could have been.

Within 2 seconds, I knew the answer to the question “what could have been”. Nothing. I know I would end up bailing on her, just like I bailed on most of the women I’ve dated or been in a serious relationship with. My fren is rite. He thks I always make up some lame-ass excuse or find some minor flaw in a woman before I feel “safe” enough to enter into a rshp becos if shit hits that fan, I will always use that “flaw” as a passport to bail. I never realize that I was doing that becos it was never done intentionally. It’s a sub-conscious thing and it hit me like a fucking ton of bricks when my fren pointed it out to me.

I’m only 26, but sometimes, I feel that the world has already passed me by and left me behind a long time ago…

她耳中的废话

放手，不是我想要的。选择，不是我有的。剩下的，只有悲伤，空虚，寂寞。我很想你，想念你的笑，你的可爱，你的味道，你的摆动。。。 我很怕做错决定。。。我还是很爱你，但我不能回头。。。

The Hypocracy of Our "Democracy"

This one goes out to all of my Muslim brothers and sisters who have every been harassed, raped, beaten, threatened and humiliated by those nosy and self-righteous motherfuckers from those Muslim authorities who snoop into hotel rooms or pubs for khalwat-stopping exercises. Where were those cunts when the following took place:









Hardly surprising those so-called "muslim" enforcement officers are never there when it comes to catching out on of our finer ministers, such as Datuk Seri Nazri Aziz in the pictures above. But when it comes to sexually molest, verbally degrading, raping and taking nude photos of the women that they detain, then these fucking hypocrites like those of any other religion are right on the job.

These ministers are also the ones who keep tellign us to treasure muslim values, etc. But look at the pics. How very muslim of them. Oh yeah, that's not his wife btw, in case some of u are still dumb enough to thk that it is. I believe also that we shud request for special fund for our esteemed ministers. They seem to have contracted gluccoma cos when ask about the pics, dear Nazri said that the guy in the pic is not him. Hmmm.... Not sure about his eyesight so u be the judge....

QT and GR

Never really a big fan of really popular directors like Steven Spielberg, George Lucas or Peter Jackson. I'm more a fan of the works of more "mid-range" directors who are not exactly unknown or indie, but a bit more obscure than their flashier counterparts. Luv the works of Quentin Tarrantino and Guy Ritchie. I seriously recommend anyone at all to watch QT's Pulp Fiction and GR's Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and Snatch. Below is a clip of a Nike football commercial directed by GR. Pretty cerative and captures quite accuratly life from the point of view of a rising football star. Enjoy.

Clear Thinker

The same goes to all those other religions who believe themselves to be superior to others.

Spreading Our Shit Beyond Our Borders

'Drunk diplomat's wife' kills man

Posted by admin

Tuesday, 24 February 2009 13:26

Amanda Roestoff, Beeld (www.news24.com) Johannesburg - The wife of a Malaysian diplomat allegedly killed a man when she collided with him as he was checking the faulty engine of his stationary vehicle on the N1 in Roodepoort early on Saturday morning. Bystanders say the 37-year-old woman was drunk, but she cannot be prosecuted because she has diplomatic immunity. A source at the scene of the accident said a man arrived in a vehicle with diplomatic number plates shortly after the woman had called him on the phone. Another source saw the man removing empty liquor bottles from the boot of the woman's white Renault Clio and hiding them under his jacket. Beeld was told by a reliable source that the woman from Florida North on the West Rand was travelling on the N1 South in the direction of 14th Avenue when the accident happened at about 01:00 on Saturday. Hit from behind Adonis Ndudule, 24, from Ormonde View in the south of Johannesburg, stopped a few hundred metres before the 14th Avenue offramp when the engine of his Volkswagen Beetle started giving trouble. His neighbour's daughter, Sharon Mphofu, 22, was with him in the car. A member of ER24's emergency services apparently passed the Beetle just before the accident and had seen the car with its flashing hazards parked in the emergency lane. Ndudule was inspecting the engine, which is mounted in the rear of the Volkswagen Beetle, when he was hit from behind by the Clio. He died on impact. An employee of a towing service said the driver of the Clio was so wobbly she couldn't stand on her feet and sat down on the railing next to the road. Then she gave her cellphone to someone else and said in English: "Here! Talk to him!" The man identified himself as her husband and ordered bystanders to immediately bring his wife home. When his request was not heeded, he arrived shortly afterwards and removed the bottles from the Clio. A search on the eNaTIS vehicle system revealed that the Clio was registered to the Malaysian embassy. Case of manslaughter A member of the metro police on the scene said the woman told them she had done everything possible to avoid the collision. "We were not allowed to arrest her at the scene - even though she may have been reckless - because she has diplomatic immunity," said Inspector Edna Mamonyane, Johannesburg' s metro police spokesperson. A case of manslaughter was opened at the Honeydew police station on the West Rand on Sunday afternoon. Once the investigation is complete, it will be referred to the Malaysian High Commission who will then decide what steps to take. - Beeld tsk tsk tsk.... As if it's not bad enough that our politicians and high officials fuck over Malaysians. Now we're fucking foreigners over too. Don't get me wrong. We have been fucking over foreigners in this great land of Malaysia forever. Like that Mongolian chick as well as all the foreign workers with the wrong skin-tone (i.e. the Banglas, Pinoys, Indons, etc which we murder or torture, not the Ang Mo / Mat Salleh types that we so worship the ground they walk on). Here's the interesting thing though, the UMNO fucks have been letting loose those self-righteous religious fucks who invade the privacies of both the Muslims as well as non-Muslims at pubs and hotel rooms. But from the story above, this is a clear cut case of drink and drive. And I'm making wild guesses here, but I'm thinking that the diplomats and wives are Muslims? To that end, here is the list of high officials working in the Malaysian Embassy in S. Africa: 1. H.E Kennedy Jawan - High Commissioner- to the Republic of South Africa. 2. Mr Ilham Tuah Illias - Deputy High Commissioner 3. Mr.Rani Ismail Hadi Ali - Minister- Counsellor 4. Mr.Mansor Shah Wahid - Trade Commissioner 5. Col.Hj Ibrahim Hashim (RMAF) - Defense Adviser 6. Mr.Azizul Raheem Awalludin - Tourism Director 7. Mr.Ruhaizad Ahmad - Third Secretary 8. Mr.Norman Dzulkarnain Mohd Nasri - Assistant Trade Commissioner 9. Mr.Abd.Rahman Aripin - Assistant Tourism Director 10. Mrs.Mazanah Laili Osman - PA to the High Commissioner 11. Mr.Wan Md.Aizan Wan Omar - Administrative Staff 12. Mr.Azrul Nizam Abd Rahim - Administrative Staff 13. Mr. Ahmad Nazdri Abd Rahim - Administrative Staff So unless my maths fail me, the odds are 13-1 that the drunk driver that killed the VW Beetle driver is a Muslim. Hmm... So much for the moral and religious high-ground huh? Malaysia Boleh... (... Membuat Apa Sahaja, kecuali memandu cermat) P.S> Fuck diplomatic immunity. Those fucks draw high salaries and they represent our country in the eyes of the world. They should come under stiffer laws instead of being given immunity for their actions. They should be punishable by Malaysian laws, if they are untouchable by foreign law due to the immunity. Just becos they are immune doesn't mean they have to, in the words of Ludacris "Act The Fool". Them fuckers are making us look bad...